it is a loss and/or gain for which i do not deem to be the
personification of someone ever lost and i do not deem to be the
manifestation of what is lost and/or gained over the past decades that
i suppose not to carry ever to be remembered as an everlasting thing
or a matter whatsoever i could remember is the best of this hour and
do not suppose to be at loss or gain ever to be worried about ....